WHEW!!!! it’s been a long, long time..haha!!! I’m just so happy right now. Things are all going well, blessings continuously add up into my life and I just can’t stop thanking God for that. All the hardship, and sacrifices including the mistakes I’ve done from the past, it’s all worth it. Now, I feel that I’m back and I belong. No more walking around, with my head down (i think that’s a line from Ne-Yo’s song, hi! hi!). But also, without the support of my family and friends, I wouldn’t be able to make it. Being down, and left alone..It’s so hard at first..U don’t how to start your life back on track. But maybe, it’s a lesson for me. To prioritize things. “First things first.” To appreciate everything that’s happening in my life. To love not only others, but also myself. To have time for your family. And to talk to God. Me, realizing all those things gave me the motivation, to “change”. It’s like, a new life was given to me. Time to move on. Yeah right, don’t dwell on the past, just keep on moving forward. To all those who experiences hardships and failures, it’s a blessing, I tell you. It may sound weird, but if you’ll be able to really understand it, you’ll be able to appreciate it. Just like what the saying says, it’s not how many times you fall, but how many times you stood up and keep going on. Is that right?? haha!!! Have a good day everyone, take care..^^

How do i say goodbye to what we had? The good times that made us laugh. Outweighed the bad. I thought we’d get to see forever. But forever’s gone away.It’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. I don’t know where this road is going to lead. All I know is where we’ve been. And what we’ve been through. If we get to see tomorrow. I hope it’s worth the wait. It’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. And I’ll take with me the memories. To be my sunshine after the rain. It’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. And I’ll take with me the memories. To be my sunshine after the rain. It’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

Grabe, it’s been a while since i last posted sumthing here, hehe!!! Well, it’s been a very busy Month not only for me but also to my batchmates. Ah, what a week it was! i’ll never forget it were i experienced a lot of terrible things. So many things to think about, and i was really depress..is that right? Ha! Ha! im really not sure. But thinking too much, drinking, smoking and also, heartaches (hehe) were probably the reasons why i hyperventilated yesterday. I can’t believe it really happened to me. Wow! i was so scared and don’t know what will happen next. I can’t recognize people’s voices talking to me. The only thing that’s running in my mind that time was, i don’t want my friends to know that i’m at the E.R. especially hhhmmm…haha!!! i just don’t want anyone to worry about me but still, they knew what happened. I was really touch when my friends started to visit me and cheered me up. At a moment, i just felt so happy that i haven’t felt for a very long time. I thanked God for my friends who cared and helped me. Aun lang, hehe..just wanted to share it. Time to start a busy life again. Hopefully it would be a wonderful week not only for me, but for everyone. I really miss a lot of people. Even those who are near me, i still misses them. Sumtimes i wish, i could turn back time so that i can experience again those moments i was able to spend with them. Take Care everyone, Gob Bless! =)

History really repeat itself..

Goodbye

Didn’t mean to hurt you badly
Don’t think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you’ve wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem’s within me
You’re so nice but your love don’t deserve me
Or maybe I’m just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times I’ve been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got and the pain still remain
You know I like you but I don’t wanna take the risk
So confused and I don’t know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye
I need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Now I know I wasn’t thinking before
That’s why I’m always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning from the past, don’t wanna make a mistake
You could be Mr. Right or could be a fake
You know I like you but I don’t wanna take the risk
So confused and I don’t know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

Hanging out with my RLE groupmates was really full of fun. Sing-along, kain, tambay, inom onti! Saya talaga. We had our bonding moments at Marbles. Grabe, they’ve really showed me that i’m special, haha..They comforted me to my problem and somehow, i managed to smile at makalimot kahit sandali lang.. almost 3 weeks na ata akong confused at laging wala sa sarili. Thank you guys ha..i really appreciated it. Sana maulit po. And thank you also for making me feel that it’s my birthday, hehe. Luv you guys! n_n

What a week it was. Very tiring but yet, so happy to be with that special someone. I had a great time hanging out with my friends and with "her". Hopefully, this would happen everyday. Tomorrow, start of our Final term. I wish it would already be our semestral break, haha!!!! "TINATAMAD NA AKO"

"You’re Beautiful"

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]
Fucking high, [ - CD version]
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

GoodLuck to me!!!!

AraL, AraL, AraL….nakakasawa mag-araL!!!!!!!!!!!! wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!